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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005

Time:12:46 am.
*bangs head against the wall*

I don't want to do this anymore...
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Saturday, March 26th, 2005

Time:9:26 pm.
Murf... I'm tired. been tired all day so the tea party was a little less than exciting this time.
Half because I wasn't able to finish my outfit when the sewing needle broke. My cap and scarf made a good last minute subsitution when I couldn't get my loli jacket on over the velvet sleaves.

ugh I did too much this weekend. @_@ I'm broke with no bus pass. My bills are paid at least. And I'm pretty sure Miya had a good time on thursday and friday which is even better!

The lolita parties I'm still iffy on. The photoshoot party was ht ebest sofar that i cna think of. The rest I tend to be apathetic towards. Specially if none of my friends show up.

I just wanna start dressing up, finding nummydesert places and little tea houses and hanging out with peoples. ^___^ and being silly a lot. I like being silly.

*sigh* but I am glad others had fun! I hope. @_@
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Thursday, March 24th, 2005

Time:9:28 am.
Note for Yuki.
Miya has her graduating dinner thing tonight so I might be later but i WILL be on eventually!!!
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Thursday, March 17th, 2005

Time:1:37 am.
Oh dear god how I want these!!!


Somebody... anybody...

Some non existant rich person who loves me!!!

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Tuesday, March 15th, 2005

Time:1:53 am.
gotta love burning ones eyebrows off!!!

Damn is this dangerous! XD Ah well!

Do de do.. >>>
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005

Time:7:30 pm.

Dance the night away by karchan85
What you Look like
The MusicRap
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Time:4:44 pm.

Yuki-chan so talented. Lookie what she did!

For the peopel not relaizing I;m a total nerd. its a scene from an rp I do with her. Characters are Jacky and Adain.

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Time:2:57 pm.
*clings to internet*

I am back! Back back back!

My wallet is crying but I am back!

Now I shall read for a bit and check back randomly to see if peoples come on line
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Thursday, February 24th, 2005

Time:12:28 pm.
Hey peoples!
Kits taking his computer friday morning.
It's a week till my paycheck.
I'll be back probably that weekend.
Gomen ne!!
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Time:1:11 am.
I've been acused of being a troll, a christain, homophobic etc etc etc


I don't get people.

How they can be so angry ALL the time.

The world isn't going to change over night, people aren't going to and as sure as HELL religion isn't going to. So why be so Angry about it.

All the most respected people I cna think of are pacifists. They Will die for their cause and do some pretty radical things to get their point across. They certainly did not go labeling others. They spoke of tolerance and exceptance and all that warm fuzzy junk.
Some were educated, most were in fact but not all.
Since many educated, very intelegent people become monsters. Like Hilter. Like a lot fo people I'm sure.

Ugh I'm so tired of people being angry. It just makes for situations that Aren't good.
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Time:12:04 am.
Now I ask that nobody go there and comment. SImply because I think everyhting has been said that CAN be said.
Anything more will degenerate into mud slinging.

Unless of course you can add a different angle to the arguement. ^__^

But damn is it a laugh to see!!!

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Friday, February 18th, 2005

Time:10:47 am.
Just... wrong...

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Thursday, February 17th, 2005

Time:12:32 am.
Why do people get mad over people being enthusiastic about things?

Why do people take it as a personal insult?

I don't understand such an attitude.
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005

Time:11:41 pm.
Well isn't this annoying. I'm very tired of people getitng angry over people Liking their culture. What the hell? No not everyone is going to have an university degree in asain studies or whatever the hell is needed to be able to LIKE something without being glared at, mocked etc.
And it's not like being mocked for being a geek like back in high school. It's I'm going to rip out your spine through your mouth if you don't mind your own buisness type shit.

It's a multicultural society but damned if you can apreciate that multi part at any other time of the year except designated holidays! And don't you dare participate. Spectator Only!

*slams head against the wall*.. *repeatedly*
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Time:2:01 am.
Mood: dorky.

Okay another reaosnw hy I'm so broke right now. I splurged.

Specificly on some new dolls with an old skool feel.

The first I saw in the window and adored instantly. Only thing i Don't like about her is the shoudlers of her dress and the plainess of the top of the dress. Little too square dancy for my taste. The rest is lovely. Her wig is very nice and soft. All golden brown ringlets. In a two tiered pink skirt and white lace ruffles, little white mary janes and lace stalkings. XD Squee! I adore her rose pink bonnet.
BUT... I think I shall practice my sewing skills by making her a new dress to better match the bonnet and more sophisticated a style. She seems more snobby elegant than her current look would sujest. I have decided to name her Suzette.

The second I didn't intend to buy but she caught my eye. Her wig is a MESS so I want to buy anew one for her. But her face is very classicly done and her dress os ADORABLE. The only thing I want to change is her shoes. I want her to be weairng boots and her shoes are rather poor quality. The dress is a dusty pale blue. All trimmed in Lovely off white venice lace. And her bonnet matches hte lace overlay of her dress. Just Lovely. A simple design but it Works.
She is deffinetely my favorite of the two. Technically I should have only bought her. ^_^;;
And she is dubbed Laura. ^___^
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Tuesday, February 15th, 2005

Time:11:37 pm.
This Icon is for Katiekat!!!

I've gotten so used to sleeping on the couch I've forgoten how I don't sleep well on it. At my parents I went to bed at three am. Fully expecting to sleep like I do at home. A good nine to ten hours. I woke up at eight. To silence since nobody was home and my cat was simply a warm furry blob at my side. Not meowing or anything. But fully refreshed. I didn't Need anymore sleep. I still slept in a bit more till nine though. XD It was comfortable and I also half asleep petted the kitty etc.

Makes me glad that even though I am BROKE barely going to make it past this month. I am going to have a room and my bed back. ^___^

I want to make this space more comfortable feeling. It's not THAT small. It only feel small cuz of clutter and a low roof. ((Horrible colors too))

Comfortbale to me is clean, airy and neat to be honest. Sad thing is my little corner is a MESS. But otherwise I've been doing good I think? Keeping on top of what I put down. Putting away things. Like hanging up my jacket, putting shoes away in the closet. >.> Still messy but I think I'll be able to better judge how messy I am once I have my own room to put clothing and personal items in. ^___^

But idea's for the space going along with WHITE WALLS. Anything else feels dungy and kinda gross with this dark space. It's old too so clean feeling would be nice! Mirrors to expand the space and reflect light everywhere. More lamps! I wnat lamps and a few end tables. A bookshelf that actually functions as a book shelf. UU;;

I think I'm going to save up a damage deposit. Set it aside. Than start looking for new places but not rushed. Just setting back dates etc as we go along. I'll ask my parents to take on the Willow pillow kitty for the transition. It's cheaper this way!
Because if we do move I want it to be NICE. Not dingy like this place. But nice and comfortable.

On a side note I might not have internet for a week or two due to lack of cash. I dunno how long if at all but I will barely scrape by with the bills this month I think. Just to let you all know! ^__^ I might be okay if I do well with tips. As is I'm dropping getting my hair done on Thursday... I'll weedle my way into Miya's good graces and ask he rto do it sometime soon. @_@ Roots are getting ginormous!

I wish Yuki would come on. She never emailed me to say if she was going to come or not. ;_;
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Monday, February 14th, 2005

Time:12:00 pm.
You know. The sad thing about places like McDonalds, Great Clips and other franchises/similair working places. Is that quality is merely an efficiant assembly line. There is no need for brilliance, talent, charm. You can be manager or head stylist with no real ability to do this. Hell they want to give ME management training. What the fuck? ME? Are they Crazy? O_o

You wont get anywhere with it. The managers make.. some what more than stylists. Most I cna make there as a stylist is 8.25 an hour. Beautiful isn't it? The manager makes 10.75 I think? True we CAN make commission but the reasources to do so are slim. Like learning how. UU;; I'm getitng somewhat better but I don't Really know how to use the products yet. Slowly learning what this and that does. It's trying to figure out what the person Needs that's hard. >.O

Also I don't talk. I am BAD at talking. Why I don't like phones too much. Small talk I am BAD at. XP
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Time:2:06 am.
It's far fetched but...

my birthday is coming up.

My biggest wish is..

to have friggin Kagrra albums!

I have ALL of Malice Mizers. ALL of their music. Do I have kagrra's? My favorite existing band? NO! Nothing! Burns yes. But that's cheap to an indies just barely major label band!

So I want Kagrra stuff. Desperately. Mostly the Gozen album and since. Not TOO fond of their beginer stuff. Gozen they just kicked off with. And the Hara urara single. *___* Fun song! *sings.. and spells badly* Machiwabita Hara urara ni hikari ga.. sashita? um.. I think... I dunno! Pwetty! *bounces*

So yeah. My firends.. all... five? six? of you? be nice? Onegai?


can also be bought at cdjapan.co.jp >.>
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Friday, February 11th, 2005

Time:11:32 pm.
following the trend

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Thursday, February 10th, 2005

Time:1:07 am.
For my confused friend sover the content of Utena and why I like it so much. An article I found while surfing.


Why is it that when I stay up late on-line I somehow end up looking at Utena stuff? O_o

I want to redo my lj background and icons etc in an Utena theme. Hmmm...
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